5th one gone

My Trusty Notebook

The Weird looking tree near JJ's place. Topless.

The Purple-Whitish Flower outside my place.

Yo Peeps! Well, today, I found out that XinFei will be chnaging Church. Forever. Sigh. That makes her the 5th. I feel so hopeless at the point of time. Psht. Running away from troubles. How will that work? Sometimes I really wonder. What the hell!? You're leaving us because of this? The people who cause all this ought to shoot themselves too. Sigh. I loose 5 friends you know! Gah. It may not make a difference to the people who hurt them. It may make them happier. Gee, I hope that we should just sit down, have a cup of Mountain Dew, and talk! And did I mention that my favorite soft drink is Root Beer? Not the point. Anyways, Church does not have that "feeling" anymore. Just coldness everywhere. We may seem happy outside, but on the inside, we know something ain't there. C'mon! We're Christians. Sigh. I pray that everything would be fine even though I know that what is done can't be undone. They say time heals all wounds. What if its a scar? Hmm... God Bless! So There.